3.11.2008

Midnight Randomness



Its nearly 1am now...I absolutly cant sleep, what is wrong with me? I dont know other than my mind is swirling with thoughts and I know I'll feel like this in the morning if I dont get some sleep I've already done the journal thing, it helped, but I feel like a post might just top it off and lull me into sweet blissfull sleep... :)

1. I was blog surfing tonight and looked at Shonda's blog and was sad that she had to delete it. I admire her photography so much. It really got me thinking tonight about how much personal information I put on here. I used to be really carefull about it but I know that I have slacked a bit. I need to go through my posts and delete some names and such. If you have our name on your blog, its such an honor and thank you! If you would kindly just refer to us with our 1st names and leave our last names out, I would appreciate it. Shonda has some really great advice and she is so nice about it too!!

2. I cant escape the constant news about Eliot Spitzer and wonder why the lines between right and wrong are so blurry. I guess I will just settle in to being comfortably old fashioned.


3. Have you ever felt a feeling so strong to do something that you just couldnt ignore it? I have had such a feeling for the past 3 weeks now, I finally followed through tonight and did it but I am left wondering why. Its one of those things that will be apparent in hinesight I guess. I cant wait to find out but am horribly impatiant....what a dilemma!

4. This should be #1 but Guess who's pregnant!!!! My sister! I am so excited to have a new little baby in the family and a little subject to practice my photography on...yeah!! We should be meeting the new addition some time in the fall


5. The funniest conversation took place on Sunday just before Sac. meeting started. B and I were just sitting there and suddenly I see from the corner of my eye a SWEET woman lean in towards him and say: "So, I hear your nursing." I laughed heartedly under my breath picturing all sorts of things likely not appropriate for the sabbath :)


6. Tonight when I got home from work, I walked in the door, got on my knees while 2 little bits of perfection screamed my name and wouldnt let go of me in the worlds biggest hug. I live for that. Just replace B for me and you get the picture.





If you've read this far, than you must really love me.......and I love you to.












8 comments:

Mandy said...

I stay up nights too, worrying sometimes. Why is it that guys never do that?
That picture is so precious! Doesn't it make you feel like a million bucks to have kids that love you so much?

Raina said...

I LOVED this post. 1. I canged your name on the blog. This whole Shonda ordeal has made me think. 2. I'm glad you followed through with your instincts. I'll be anxious to hear for you if all turned out well. 3. I'm still cracking up about the nursing comment. I can't wait to share that one with Emile when he gets home. and 4th... I love those welcoming hugs too. Sometimes I like to leave just to get those.

I'm glad things seem well for you, and we'll have to catch up soon. xo

Alisha B. Whitman said...

I stay up all the time thinking of the most random things like how to arrange my vegetable garden, even though I've still got a couple of months to decide. Meanwhile, Coop snores away. Anyway, love the picture too! Sometimes I almost get jealous at the greeting Coop gets when he walks in and I want to leave just to get one too :)

j and k said...

Ok, you are on to my 1. paranoia, 2. my late night craziness, and 3. the fact that I DO absolutely love you-and I thoroughly read all of your blogs!!!!!!!! P.S> tell our much LOVED B Happy BDAY!!!!!!!! We adore him! (nursing and all)

Andrea said...

Ok... We are sisters.. I can not sleep either! I was up the other night at 2Am. We should have called each other. Your Blog Is So cute. I updated mine.. I know so many things go through my head, I have major Anixety. I am not too sure why, then this morning, on Today show they said that Women who have unexplained Aniexity that is a sign of a Heat Attack! Uhh.. not so Good. So.. Ive been a little weirded out about that. So.. I Do not have WEntross as my DR. The office took me off the book's as It was Too long sience I was seen. RUDE!! So what eve's I will have the baby her in the East Side anyway. Miss you... Love you..

Dre

Jen said...

I love you! And, I had an up late worrying night last night, maybe we were worrying together. Darling post! I can't wait to see you in a few short days!

Jason Carson said...

Love the post, K. And, I have to say, this is one of my favorite photos I've seen in a while. Love the angle and composition, the bright back light, etc. I can fully imagine the expression on B's face!

Shonda said...

How Cow! Great last photo!!!!

Thanks for saying all that nice stuff about me. Makes me blush.